2009 a year of mixture of bad and good.

1st half of the year was rather bad. 2nd half of the year was good. Total change.

Well Hope the coming year my good luck will continue.

Dun spend on things that I dun need

Save as much as I can

Hope to get my car soon

Studies starting soon, score well in the exam

Live the life that I want to have, continue to see & explore the world.

Life is great, dun throw away what we have. Treasure it.

Insomnia!!!! 2am already and I still awake… The moment I close my eyes works is in my mind… WTF!!! I want to sleep… I dun wan to be walking sleeping panda… T;T”

4th June 2007~ 25th May 2009. Almost 2 years, time pass so fast that I had now left H company for S company. Kinda of miss the people at H, but what make me leave also because of the people.

Having to be headhunted by S company, is something I never think of, but it come at a right time for me. A period of time of ups and downs events leads to the decision to move on. Since I’m still young, why not give it a try, just to see where my market value is, hence went for the interviews.

With events like internal interigation on me, question me on my work, and later on argue with the manager on his descision. With all these events happen, end of the day we all work hard for the company just because of small matter that wun even cause any damages to the company,all these kinda of questioning and arguement came by which is not needed.

Therefore, after considering the offers listed by S company, I agree and sign of the appointment letter. Reasons are very simple and clear cut:

High pay
H can’t offer what S can offer, will take at least 8~10 years to reach what S offer now if I stay at H. S dun have OT pay, but H have OT pay. OT is variable and subjective. OT is not forever, at time we need to attend to other personal matter then can’t work too much OT. Then the month pay will be affect. Year end bonus also a factor even the amount of months maybe more at H, but with the low basic pay, it still lose out to S when the months may be less than H but the high basic pay is more than what I will be getting at H last year.

Blacklisted
With all the arguement and questioning. I’m more or less “blacklisted” by that manager, so if I going to stay at H, I will have a hard time. While I also cannot stand his working ethic. Basically he dun have good working ethic I would say.

After considering all the above mention, I think it time that I should go. No regets

A week of rehab end so fast.. had a very good rest this week.. Haha can I have more please? actually I don’t like to rest too long.. It’s so freaking boring to be home alone.. lucky met up with friends for movie and dinner, if not it so boring to just stay at home be a good boy take medicines and rest..

Well it’s time to put on that “stainless steel body armor” for work tomorrow..

Goodness over 100 miss call and sms…

I sprained my back while having my IPPT yesterday, I didnot landed properly while doing the standing broad jump, I kinda of hurt my back, but I still carry on with 2.4 km run. The pain get worse..On the way home I got a shocking news, which I wun want to talk about it.. Feeling both physically pain and mentally pain.. Tho out the night, only my family members are there for me.. and just a while ago I saw this ad on the tele.. which I found very touching, make me feel bad at the same time.. I didnot spend much time and care to my family, I will spend my time more with them, from now onwards.

Got a call from camp yesterday night…

I’M GOING TO EX WALLABY IN AUSTRALIA IN OCT~NOV!!!

Recently some happy thing happen which brighten up the mood of everyone at home. So am I…  I have less thing to worry now than before…With major debts cleared.. the feeling is good.. hence when  feel better, there is more drive or passion whatever I do.. I think is good…

Want to blog but somehow dunno how to start. Recently nothing seem went well, work is stressful as usual or rather even worse.

Everyday just work & work, I getting to feel the EMPTINESS inside, wake up to work, came back late from work, sleep next day the cycle repeat again.

Life’s like a robot…

I’m not asking much..just wish someone is there for me when I need some encouragment & care..

Really very tired..

1 email is all it take to see & know all the people’s pattern. No one like another party to tell them that they are at fault, they cause all the delay. By natural, they will fight back..

With a boss that side the at fault party.. life is very unbearable..

We are having the upper hand, but we are giving in to their demand

Being task to perform mission impossible, really suck me dry.

To make things worse get scold for nothing, job got threaten, got back stabbed.

what more can be worse..really thought of quitting..

@#$&^%

I trust no one.. I will see/do thing myself.. I shall trust myself…